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This seems to be the final straw. I used to think everyone’s wedding was special to them and I felt so obligated to help everytime. Not anymore. I don’t see anyone helping me in future cos everyone will reach my stage in future or be too busy or too tired, neither do I think I would want to do something so big that needs alot of help. I’m just feeling super ultra turned off by the one million songs presented, the 3 thousand items that follow and all that after a stupid tekan session in the morning to pick up someone I’ve known so much better than anyone tekaning me for their own amusement. Lets face it.. ahyees are lame and so yesterday, its not really that fun and everyone is just trying to excite themselves. The tricks are the same.. the money, the demans.. *yawn*. Who cares about all her friends? I’m not marrying them. I just make them happy and occasionally amuse them so they don’t give me trouble for stealing their girlfriend away from them. Who was the loser that thought of ahyee sessions anyway?

Beyond that, weddings are so gone case nowadays. Maybe its just the factory made mass produced wedding plans that are getting to me. Everything has lost its meaning. Every one seems like a copy of the one before + something to outdo their friends + a litte more of their ostentasious ideas added. Its just a bloated, overweight and idiotic burden of an event that was never meant to be this cumbersome.

Of course, all this talk may be premature.. but what to do? I’m the guy, if ppl want then must do right? how can you stand against a huge relentless tide of idiocity? you can’t. So forgive me if my wedding (if it ever comes to pass) has like.. a full scale concert with a 100 piece orchestra, $50/head reception and a 12 course dinner where you eat till the caviar comes out your nose. You can be sure I never asked for it.

Or maybe.. Its just cos I have a ton of work undone, due tomorrow, I’m upset (admittedly abit unreasonably) by people today and really don’t have anyone to talk to cos YX is busy tuitioning. Hai..

But don’t get me wrong, I’m SO not helping anyone anymore. The world still spins without me.

Some quick pics from ps and zr wedding

Oh man.. I slept 3 hours last night only and woke up at 645 to be xiong di and go pui shan’s new place. I really almost died today. I’m so tired. Long story short, It was a great wedding, I played solemnization with oswald, I took lots and lots of pictures through the day WHICH I HOPE TO GET IN MY MAIL.. Haha..

My blog’s been misbehaving mostly from the backend after the upgrade to wordpress 2.3 and I think only darren knows cos he submitted a comment yesterday. Anyway, the database tables have changed and my blood and sweat theme is going to go into the drain cos Its not exactly very compatible and its really a beast to run. Anyway I want to make something fresh and nice. It’ll be cool to redesign again! everytime I learn something new!

I had a great time with alot of old friends today. One particular conversation held my interest.

“I think sometimes we can’t plan and decide what activities we should involve ourselves in.. So I think its more important to just get your heart right with God and let him lead you in his own way”

That comment probably points me to the answer of what I should cut loose from my church activities.. Its easier said than done though.

Anyway.. I shall go choose an nice mass produced theme for my blog and by the time you read this.. you’ll be looking at it.