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Quite quiet day. Woke up with a start cos the starhub guy came to deliver and install the new modem. Then after that I went with my dad to ikea to find a suitable thing to mount it above my door cos we decided there was the best place due to the signal strenth from the SCV tv point compared to upstairs. In the end we got a thick wire thing we bent into a holder shape. He drilled it in while I was at church anniversary practise. Speaking of which, it was super fast and like.. wa man, just practise a little while. Its the first time I’m not singing though. It frees me up to do the tech stuff in such a more relaxed state. Went for dinner after with dency, yx and ther cherns minus the little chern. Ate unti like super full. Now at my heaviest I’m only 93! haha.. and the lowest weight I’ve recorded is 90.7 so far.

Oh well, I’m going to rest. Have to go early to church and read scripture. I feel my life is like a super SUPER flat line now and its really dreary. Like I have no interest in anything at all or drive to do anything. Sigh.

Recording voice is totally different from piano. Its so painful. Sigh.. I will never never ever want to sing again, just been feeling that music is a very “extra” kinda thing, sometimes feels pointless and excessive.

I bet nobody reading this has every blogged from on top of a toilet bowl.

Anyway, I just came back from a decent run, did some sprints to up the intensity.. I feel super fat and super unfit.. Just now’s music com meeting to sing through the songs was great overall but I felt I couldn’t breathe and sing properly. I think my sight reading very lousy man.. I could blame it on the Bak Chor Mee I ate at parkway but I would probably be trying to make myself feel better.  I ate an ice cream too from  the ice cream shop outside MPH (Sandra made me do it) and it was all peanut butter goodness. I must say it was great! But sinful hence the run.

Before that I drove David Ong’s car there too and I must say I’ve improved! The driving much smoother now.. He said just driving to Eunice place and back took up a quarter tank.. goodness.. thats really fuel economy for you.

Kudos to Eunice for travelling so many years without complaint. The trip back was quite sian la.. haha..

Okay, my sweat is so much its dripping from my elbows. The palm rests on my laptop are getting wet so I’d better shut it off.. Tomorrow’s painting Joshua’s place day! haha.. going to be abit of fun! Doing up FBFI ppt before that..So many stuffs! Better sleep early so can go ZG house and finish it up.

I had a good run at botanical gardens this morning. My bro, dency, me, pastor, aunty diana and char went for a early jog. We all (except my bro) took 1 round around the garden, then me and pastor went for another. There’s this red brick road which is like ultra xiong la! my calfs hurt cos the shoes keep making my feet roll outwards. Nearing the end, pastor was too fast for me and he disappeared into the distance. After everything we went to the visitors center to eat breakfast. I had a western set.

Oh well.. after that went for 2 hours of choir. Sian la, sometimes I don’t know what we practise for anyway. Although we’re clearly not into it for sounding good anymore (something which I only dare to say recently), its still so quality driven to the point where I wonder where’s the point where its too low quality to be edifying? I believe we have long long long passed that point by God’s grace and we should spend our time doing other things. What other things you ask? Quantity, Less practise, More people driven less music driven? To hell with the music if nobody is edified, nobody is encouraged and nobody is blessed. The same if the quality takes over the reason of singing to edify the belivers. The music was made by God, for God and is one way he can bless his people. Whats the point if not these two? No point la! Anger does not produce the righteousness of God and in my anger and irritaion I must not sin. Sigh. More being less doing. I’m still not being all that is required of me. More being less doing.

Have i mentioned that I am starting to hate the sound of my voice? Its this contant annoyance that talks about me all the time. Shut up YH, just shut up.

Well, had some pictures over the weekend which I haven’t shared yet.

And finally, a very nice group picture