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  • Total runs: 75
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  • Total time: 25hr 19min 10sec
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January 13th, 2010

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Good Days

My day was quite good, as was yesterdays. Today I dropped by Sungei road and picked up 4 cameras. I actually would have  bought a couple more but I wasn’t willing to shell out so much cash at once. Camera repair is quite risky in the sense that you can buy a lemon and you’ve pretty much lost every cent you bought the camera for. Today was pretty good though, I already repaired and cleaned up one camera that will pay for the rest hopefully.

I’ve been thinking of how people thank God for the “good” things that happen to them. Sure, I scored 4 cameras today and can make a decent sum that lasts for 2 weeks to a month but is that “good” like in Genesis 1:10? Surely man and God agree on some things as being good, but I’m sure alot of things that are Good in God’s sight seem like torture to us. And of course stuff that is Good in our sight is really sometimes quite bad in God’s sight (Judges 17:6). Although there is nothing inherently sinful in material gain the love of material gain or almost anything else other than God is worldliness(1 John 2:15) and a possible further stretch, idolatry(Exodus 34:17).

On my last point, I wonder if is more accurate to say that worldliness is a form of idolatry. But idolatry in is literal form requires worship or a certain image or likeness. Now, we always say things like hobbies or people can become idols.. but that really isn’t true in the sense of the word unless a soccer fan sets up an alter with david beckham (or pele for that matter) as a likeness to be prayed to and bowed down to. I guess  strictly we really mean worldliness when we start to mis-prioritize and I guess it isn’t that big a deal that these 2 words lose its distinction. I guess its more like when people equate worldliness with having anything to do with the world. Which it does not make sense to conclude. Because the world wears trendy clothes, they drive cars, they have jobs, they engage in recreation, they acquire wealth. We are commanded not to love the world(1 John 2:15), not to purposely do the opposite of what everyone else.”oh if you wear this you are worldly” “if you listen to this music you are worldly” “If you watch this you are worldly”. We need no further definition of worldliness than “Loving something more than we love God”. Do you love anything more than you love your christian brother’s genuine sensitivities? if yes, then you are worldly.Do you have more energy to spend on some worldly secular activity? then yes, you are worldly. Because the spiritual man has no greater interest than in God himself and everything related to that end.

If you have a genuine clear conscience and have searched the scriptures with due diligence and are convinced in your own mind about something, forget the guy/gal who has been in church for 200 years and is still “stumbled” by your choice to dress a certain way or listen to certain things, he should move on and deal with it. But PLEASE, listen to the people who truly love you (you know who they are!) and not just those who say they do(1 john 3:18). If those who love you have something to say about the way you dress and what you listen to or watch you can be sure they really have your best interests at heart. You don’t necessarily have to follow their advice but at least you know it is from a true caring heart and not someone who’s just pushing their standards on you. Finally OBEY those who are in direct spiritual authority over you because well.. they watch over your souls and have to account for you and let them account with joy, not grief (Hebrews 13:17). That includes parents pastors and mentors. I believe it wouldn’t be far fetched to say the verse pre-assumes (yes, that’s where the word presume comes from) that whatever this spiritual authority is telling you is doctrine level truth from the bible which is indisputable, not matters of opinion.

So, what is good then? Haha.. I honestly still don’t know. For now I guess things that were explicitly stated as good or cause Godliness as an aftereffect can safely be said to be good and things inherently sinful and tempt to sin are bad. That’s such a general description. haha.. I’m glad we have intuition and don’t have to always work everything out logically in order to come to a conclusion. And there’s always the Holy Spirit to listen to anyway.. make sure you can hear him first though!

January 11th, 11:30 pm · Sometimes when you do stuff you hit a wall and can’t progress farther. That’s kinda what i feel like. Anyway it’s quite interesting to be job hunting, new experience. Hahaha..- · (0)

January 9th, 7:03 pm · Amazed..  ..and bewildered at the same time. Seriously, I can’t believe how brazen people can be! I mean, its so outrageous that I can’t even put my head back on straight. Its like playing dutch blitz and someone yells “UNO!” its so completely disjointed and unrelated to reality I can’t put it together. Super win. Epic-ness. Someone has managed to leave me completely lost in trying to understand. I think I shall give up. You win la *slow clap* · (0)

January 9th, 2010

Stuff

Moving On

Going to climb mountain in 3 hours. hahaha.. sigh.. I’m tired but don’t feel like sleeping kind. Anyway I kinda looked through some old posts and seeing where I’ve been really helps me see where I am now. Its really quite interesting to have recorded down so much of my life in gory detail. The rants, the thoughts, the messages.. haha.. And it all started cos I wanted to use this camera tomorrow

and looked through some army photos.. then some posts.. then a few more.. haha.. in the end I read quite abit. ANYWAY.. here is a pic from the camera so many years ago.. I have yet to dig up the really epic one I like very much but this will do for now, a very (un)dramatic shot from out of some of my FOFO(fighting on fortified objective) training.

Goodnight one and all!

January 8th, 2010

Today

All Nighter

I stayed up all night for the first time in a long long while. Haha.. had a rather entertaining time actually and the following day was a reminder as to why I don’t do it anymore. I carried on to attend the airshow evacuation and emergency response exercise thing from 11-4 and my head nearly exploded by the time I reached home at 5pm. It was splitting headache kind so I slept all the way to 3, then all the way to 9:30.  I further cleaned up my room and made a “to sell” pile and tried to throw as much stuff as possible. My room is rather spacious if I minus everything inside it.. lol.. Oh well.. “Hannah came in and said “Kau fu.. I got no space to walk..” haha.. so that kinda describes the room now. I’m making enough room for a sofa that doesn’t exist or is available just yet. Hopefully a reading area I can make.

As a side note something that stuck from before camp is that I’m also reading much less google reader now and the stuff piling up (1000++) is a reminder as to how much stuff I used to read. hahaha.. I usually just click on the blogs I want to follow like this and then skip the rest. Time saving! heh.. now to carry on doing something with that time.

December 30th, 9:49 pm · Me: cmi · (0)

December 29th, 2009

Photos

Forgiveness make you happy






Originally uploaded by mel?.


December 28th, 11:17 pm · For the first time ever I realise there are actually unconditional promises in the bible. Genesis 9:9-17 speaks of the promise never to destroy the earth again with a flood in the sign of a rainbow. Ha.. I can’t believe I never saw this. · (0)

December 28th, 2009

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Sayings

CHRIST is its grand subject, our good its design, and the glory of God its end.

I always wondered where this saying about the bible came from, first having heard it in a song about the Word with a propaganda-like over-the-sound-system segment together with many other sayings. Apparently its taken from the “The Gideons International, The New Testament, National Publishing Company, 1985, preface” a pretty nice sounding description of the bible. Of course you can nitpick and extend the saying to whatever it didn’t intend to say but I’ll just take it as it is.

December 27th, 2:12 am · Interesting looking at the testimony and song stories of one of those new song writer singer guys. Picked up my guitar and tried to learn something new. I think I haven’t learned anything new recently I forget what its like to be learning, something we shouldn’t forget because we lose the ability to understand what its like for others to learn. · (0)