The Great Date
“Like a child.. who throws tantrums when you can’t get what you want. Hurting yourself, crying for attention, appearing aloof but craving for closeness.. all cos of a girl you can get over.”
Haha.. I find the last phrase particularly impactful (no such word, for your info) because it doesn’t focus on the current situation of can’t and its positive, forward-looking way.. haha.. took it right out of those pages..
Anyway, I had a great date today. It was big, yummy and tasty. Lol. i have become so corny, its cos its 2.30am and I’ve just finished some work. Wondering how I am going to make it to church at 830 for practice. uh… no idea man. Still, I enjoyed the evening. Ppl over at my place and a ride in the Singapore flyer which strangely, I must say is really pretty worth it. Photos in a later post… if I do it tonight my brain will explode all over the ceiling and my eyes would end up burnt in their sockets starring at the screen.
I’ve got these chest pains on the left chest where my heart is supposed to be.. its just weird. Just thought what if these are the last words I type. haha.. I would say:
- Hi mom dad, I love you - thank you for everything. Remember to claim insurance monies, would be kinda wasted if you didn’t know about it. Check the plastic folder with the duct-taped spine. See you later.
- Hi William, come to acknowledge your maker soon. Come to church. haha..
- Hi Shirley, you can have my clarinet, yes the buffet prestiege.
- Hi Benji, you can have my other one. If its going to rot with you though, I suggest you give it to someone else
- My laptop goes to Bryan Chew
- Either my brother or cheryl chern can have my G9. Fight amongst yourselves
- YX: I found that I haven’t said anything to you. I guess its cos everything that needs to be said is already said.
hmm. took me about 2 minutes to do that. That really suprised me what came to mind or rather, what didn’t. Among the things that didn’t come to mind are my blog, the sites i manage, my supposed closer friends who I meet very rarely but still cherish alot. Weird i must say. I also find myself to be making sure my possesions are well utilised. I remember by dad saying to my sister when she told us who she wanted to have what, he said something like, “you die already why scared who gets what? let the living ppl fight over it la.” haha.. so there..
If you had 2 minutes to type out all your last thoughts, what would you say?