Nothing Really Matters
After a couple of deaths the last month, I must say its actually quite scary. Because, its just so unreal that a soul exists outside the body. Visualising people dying is quite intense. Its so much worse when it happens. Taking the long term view, I feel like my studies and whole pursuit of a decent living is so ridiculous. We do all this just to die in the end. At my deathbed these exams and project stuff won’t even mean anything.