Total Siandedness
430am and I’m up cos I’m really quite sian. I don’t know what to say. Of course there are a few reasons. The toshiba died along with so much of my effort, theres still yx going away and also the nagging thought that if this is it, I don’t want it, and if I don’t want it, then.. what is my life about? Ha.. after I pose that question then the last cantata comes to mind but thats to simplistic an answer. There must be something I’m missing out. If not. Wah man.. I really don’t want it.