Second Fiddle

I’m staying over at ZG’s tonight due to a late project meeting and laziness to go home. Its funny that we talked about playing second fiddle too at west coast macs while we were studying. Like, if some super shen web developer cum designer, an ultra geek and another ZG joined church I’d be out of a job. Or rather, I’d be.. less “needed”. That would so be weird. haha.. I mixed the words up for fun in the previous sentence, bet you din notice.

On another note, I was telling ZG how God seems to be quietly working in the background (like the applications in your taskbar) to change me. I feel…like I’m losing my identity. The things which once defined me are looking shaky and not so definite. The bad things at least.. which seem to be my most outstanding traits. I was just thinking if I submit to God enough, Yann Howe would just disappear off the earth.. and what would be left is a copy of what God would like us to be. Of course, that still seems to be a long long way off. The journey is still infinitely long and I tend to take backward steps all the time.

“O to be like.. theeeeee..”

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2 Responses to “Second Fiddle”

  1. San Says:

    OH haha. i didnt know you put that link to my blog..i thought you would have put it thru to Pastor’s sermon or something.. heh.

    Anw, thought no one would read it cos it seems so long.. :D

  2. YH Says:

    Ha.. I din really hear that in the sermon.. oh man.. And I read almost everything with my trusty google reader.

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