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Yep, its confirmed. My thumbdrive is gone for good. Sigh…….

Well, the guy called me back already. I hope he’s not just putting up a show but he sounds like he’s helping me.

I got up  at 5:20am today and drove to school. It was such a nice drive.. away from all the crazy people on the road. It was just clear all the way. I stopped at west coast macs to study from 630 to 830 then parked at kentvale (free!) to walk over to school. Drove back after. I’m going to watch a lecture or two before going to rest or watching FBI.. whichever I think I need.

ARGH! I hope his fingers rot. and when he inserts the thumbdrive the computer explodes in front of him. hey should write a program to do that.. But i was thinkking what if i’m the one who lost it after taking it out? haha.. nvm.. computer center ppl will look thru video to try and catch him. should be a cakewalk.. cos it was so early, almost nobody inside.

Wha.. I got up at 545 and still reach school only 10 minutes earlier than lecture at 8. Thats quite gross.

Wha.. I feel like so nothing to do. Nothing is happening online. No feeds to read, no mail to read, no sites to visit, no show to watch. I shall go sleep. Have to get up at 6 to get out of the house at 630 so i can reach sch at 8.

I am so not driving to school if i can help it. Today, i was like so despo to get to school in time that I drove. I wasn’t late as far as driving is concerned.. but I really REALLY wanted to get to this tutorial. How studious of me. I pumped a full tank today. haha.. wallet goes ouch. I’m going to try to see how far this car can go on one tank by driving and not hititng more than 2000rpm before I hit gear 5. its like.. *2000 rpm change gear* *2000 rpm change gear* *2000 rpm change gear* *2000 rpm change gear* then travel at less than 90 or even 80 if the mad traffic in Singapore allows me to. That day I was in like, the leftmost lane and the mad drivers around were like forcing me to 80 already la! Thats really madness. I wonder why is everyone so in a super rush. Increases stress and accident levels.

Anyway, I had dinner with YX. I feel like I haven’t like.. dated her in a while. Yes, we see each other alot and no, I don’t think I spend alot of time with her. Things have been in a constant changing state in my life. I can’t really help it and adapt properly.

Oh well.. off to sleep I go! I really want to study hard. I should continue to read bible, the FBI readings are not enough. I hate the wilmington’s guide though.. takes sooo long to read and find where to start and stop. Can’t bring it around too. I spend so much time in the train I always finish the whole weeks bible readings in one ride. How gross is that?

Went douby Ghaut fish and co for zg’s bday. Made him a big ball of titbits for his birthday!

wah man! so many photos.. I think i’m too lazy to do the church teachers day one…

One last thing before I sleep.. it is my geekiest, most eccentric pal’s birthday. I wish him all the best. And thank him for all the rest.

Distress. You know sometimes you feel like this. I don’t even know how to verbalise it when your battle gets so tough until you feel like more than giving up. You feel like giving your whole life up and saving yourself the trouble. Why why.. do you feel like you’re alone when you know everyone’s the same? Its seeing a ditch and driving straight into it knowingly. Sigh.

Life is full of these.