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Just had a birthday BBQ for Shuyi with her social work friends. 23. We’re getting old man. After that went to find Cheryl at the industrial design side give her some BBQ food and helped her clean up an ice thong she was working on.

I just realised how disinterested I am in engineering. Sigh.. Every other faculty works so much less and that’s an undeniable fact! Having a BBQ one month before exams is like totally unimaginable for me and these final year social work students have a presentation the next morning and they can play until 10 something. Why engineering so chao piah one?? I’m like totally turned off by it. What am I supposed to be learning here? What am I supposed to do for God here? What will I achieve after all this? I really don’t want to be an engineer if it means anything remotely like what I’m studying now. Statistics, signals, mathematics, electronics, semiconductors.. And if its nothing to do with these, then what’s the point of cramming it into my brain?

This shows only one thing when thinking what you want. Look before you leap. You might just land in a puddle of unpleasant waste. Studying something you don’t like for 4 years and paying to torture yourself.

Hmm.. I think I really enjoyed myself tonight. I felt like I had friends, if only for 3 meaningless hours. Something which feels so foreign after 2 years in engineering. Sigh.. I’m just very sad.

I checked out the overwhelmingly cool picnik.com and came up with this.. haha..

Been having bouts of serious giddiness today.  Like really whole world spinning around me and even while I was in my chair I felt like I was going to tumble onto the ground. Oh dear..

Went for Kim’s wedding.. sang in the choir then went shopping with yx and Char. I wanted to go to projectshop cafe to eat the salads there so we went and ordered a house special. The house special is nice, but the sauce was abit too tangy. Like, eat too much will feel its sharpness and stinging. We also ordered a mango banana crumble. It was decent… The banana was overpowering and the whole thing tasted like goreng pisang crumble. We had a nice time shopping after.. This is the day in photos..

Even though I haven’t had much chance to practise my css-foo, I saw how I left a nice padding around the contents of the cheat sheet I was preparing for and couldn’t help but think it.

Some verses for the night. Colossians 3:16 and Romans 12:9-18. I’m going to finish up my lab report now but not before one more: Matthew 7:3-5. Argh! Stupid day. I don’t even wanna think about it.

Anyone has about 600USD to buy a nice recording mic for clarinet? =>

After 16 years, the last Harry Potter book is out soon.. you can read about it at jk’s site itself. Its due in july! heh..