I’m in hall alone today. Its pretty peaceful and q…
I’m in hall alone today. Its pretty peaceful and quiet. Cooled down from my run and going to shower soon.
Went to comex 2006, FINALLY got myself a laptop. I was just thinking al l these things come so easy for me. Will I ever be able to work hard enough to provide my children with not just everything they need almost everything they want too? Thanks Dad, although you’ll probably never ever read this. I’ll tell you that when i get home. Although it might seem like these thoughts come when I notice how my father provides for me, I don’t think its a bad thing to remember to thank them only now because its really better than not thanking them at all. I believe most parents would like their children to depend on them and to run to them with their needs and troubles.
Anyway, I think I haven’t really become numb to the thought of Candy. The memory of it still disturbs me some. I guess I’ll move on from here. I really hope Rocher doesn’t live till such an old age that she has to be put down. I don’t think anyone can ever get used to it. I was thinking how all dog owners and owners-to-be should contemplate carefully if they really want to have a dog.
To be there for it at its first breath, to be there for it during its entire life and to be there for it at its very final moments.
I won’t ever get a dog in future. Ever. I’m just not ready to see it go.