Hmp, i feel slightly acomplished at my half done p…
Hmp, i feel slightly acomplished at my half done programming tutorial! been feeling overwhelmed these days, so much so i feel like i cannot continue with the “extra” stuff in church. I think i’ll stick to sundays, youth meetings and prayer meetings… no more no less. Actually thats more or less it la.. haha.. anyway, Its really a struggle to keep up with work and i feel like i’m drowning everyday. I keep thinking i will do my quiet time later/tommorow morn/night. It sorta just doesn’t work out in the end. I think i’ve relegated it to 2nd last priority for 2 or 3 days now. I don’t have time to do anything OTHER than study and tutorials.
Here’s a list of my past recreation:
1) Anime (uh.. too many already..)
2) Stargate atlantis, Stargate SG1 (can you imagine i’ve watched this for 9 years??)
3) Building model kits (which has taken a backseat nowadays)
I think i’ll say goodbye to these for quite a while now.
On to other intriguing things I have noticed recently:
Since we accept Christ in our lives, thats a pretty permanent thing (john 3:16). So… what really goes on when someone wants to jump ship and abandon his faith? Haha.. you can come ask me what i think if you want to strike up a conversation. But how i’d sum it up is:
You’ll never get away
Like a shadow on a sunny day, your identity as a true christian can never be shaken off. Its depressing, hopeless and just totally sian to try to go back doing what you’ve been saved from. If you’re true to yourself, you will have to admit you need to turn back. Oh well.. If you think you’re alone and nobody thought whatever you thought before you thought it, then welcome to the club. Sign in like the many many before you. Friends, get back in fellowship, running away is a self-destructive cycle, a mechanism designed to loop and never allow you to come back.