I’ve been steady without sleep for 2 days already….
I’ve been steady without sleep for 2 days already. Knowing that feelings and decisions are as seperate as oil and water. Somehow the more you look at man the less and less confidence you have. Hmmm.. the bible has been getting abit less dry now. i used to think (and still do) that it is dry. But only because i was not reading it to know God, i was only reading it as an action that was encouraged and given a thumbs up. Its actually more frustrating than not reading at all i think. So dumb. I still feeling abit stone la… but it hasn’t eroded my resolve to serve and do right. It was a nice talk with shuyi when she pointed out that things are going so nicely, it would be a pity if i ever fell into pride. Thinking i’ve reached or just happy that i’m on my way is such a stupid thing. A low pressure day in camp can afford so many slips of the tongue already. How man, howe? when my intake comes it’ll be disaterous if i do not get this into hand quickly.
*BLAH! stupid SDO wanna clear arms now… got to run…*