Its been a long time. I’ve changed again. Can you …
Its been a long time. I’ve changed again. Can you really grow up so fast in the army? My priorities, mindsets, logical thought, oganization and emotions have better come into check. Although i’m still prone to outbursts and strange unreasonable behaviour, i really feel different. Even now.. looking at this shit thing called field camp and range.. CONSECUTIVELY… i’m still not in a wreck over it despite teh knowledge that its really super tough to go through. Think doing it so many times really toughens anyone. I mean.. i actually have the confidence to face any troubles that will surely stir. In fact, i dun see it as so tough anymore. i just know it is.
Oh well, dowan to say too much too soon. Later halfway through then start dying again.
I’m in a tangle of my own doing, have to wait for the correct time to start repairing the damage. Waiting is killing me. Whats not done overnight, cannot be cleared overnight. Sigh. Not happy about it loh. I have so little to say about it now.
Oh well, at least i learned a few new things tonight from a certain someone. hmm.. somehow, when you ask diffecrent people the same thing, you get so many varied answers. haha.. or maybe i’m just the last one to notice. okay, gotta pack for book in. 2 more weeks…
218days to ORD!!!!