mmmmm.. boring, but a good day to rest. Today so z…
mmmmm.. boring, but a good day to rest. Today so zhuo bo… then cannot take off. So pissed. Just cos they busy then think we also will be busy so all cannot take off… whats the meaning of that man. Then certain ppl say cannot take off.. now go and take off themselves. Not so good loh… wah… pissed off man. leadership by example? poooeey!!
oh well… come here blog and play gunbound then.
Last night talked to this recruit who got a confinement from me. Asked him why he din tell me why he din go and cut hair like the rest then said no money. Found out they actually got quite difficult lives. Bro just come out of prison, parents divorced, mom always take money from him, house still haven pay finish, father dun give any maintenance cos he’s in jail. Go home fight, come here also get tekaned by us… then also, found out alot of them know each other cos they all from boy’s home. And the reson they can take things so lightly over here is cos the boy’s home is far worse than here. He was in there for 3 years… very long time to be there. Sigh…
Think our lives so easy then we still complain about our families dun understnd us, our friends do not reciprocate our affections, not enough money, too busy. This guy i talked to does not know what a father-son relationship is like, does not have a nice peacful environment to go back to when he books out. He’s the only person earning money in the family now that his mom has not worked for 2 months. He would like to sign on but got rejected. 350 goes to paying hp bill, house, insurance, eating and smokes. hmmm… now how many of us can actually complain no money now? And how many of us would still like to complain that a family who wants to love you is too demanding? how many of you actually know wad a friendship in difficulty is? We live in a wonderland, unreal world of nice ppl who study hard, have high iq and go to jc and poly. I feel small sitting in front of him telling him what to do with his life cos i feel so much younger than him even though he’s younger than me by 2 years.
Thats more or less it. Hmmm… give it a thought.