i hate my recruits. I hope they feel the same way….
i hate my recruits. I hope they feel the same way.
i think they feel
1)the whole world has given up on them
2)nobody cares
3)they are good for nothing
so… when they start to exhibit -ve behavior… and ppl react in a certain way, it reenforces this thinking and goes in an evil loop. Unfortunately… i’ve lost the energy to push them out of this loop… so i’ve begun tho think they are useless, good for nothing and have given up on them and thereby… strengthen the forces pushing them in this evil loop. I dun benefit from them breaking out… i dun get hurt by their self destructive behaviour, why do i care? haha… you know, when these reports of sadistic treatment of prisoners in iraq come to mind, i can see myself doing the same. To me, they have cease to be humans. Self respecting humans. When they do not respect themselves, why should anyone else? Why should i inject some worth into their meaning-less lives. does God feel so rejected and lousy? worthless and horrible when we throw shit in his face?