Had range for the past 2 days and had a really mes…
Had range for the past 2 days and had a really messed up conducting officer. So slow… the instructors not enough to change over… basically we started shooting at 10 in the morn until 0030 the next day. and we never got to rest. Only an hour for dinner and lunch added together. Thats 14 hours on our feet and screaming and shouting at ppl. Once again one idiot made me come out my 100% power… silenced the whole range for about 20sec… They dun even realise how dangerous they are. Point here point there, do things without waiting for command. Wanna smack them. Somehow i think the earplugs are not meant to protect the ears, its more like to prevent the brain from leaking out. Even then some recruits come without bringing the brain along. Must be at the ammo point never wear earplugs then the brain all leak out.. haha… okay.. lame. Having trouble with my throat, shout abit too much but can feel my voice coming back. By field camp should be okay already then can shout at them..
Hmm… basically after these 2 days i only got 8hours of sleep in total. tired tired… later going back at 3pm.
I’ve cooled down but.. still not happy w you. Seems like i’m doing things just to NOT do wad you want me to do. Thats just terrible. Esp when i might just want to carry on with my life and do things right. I’m enjoying the quiet though… I’m just a shell now, living one day at a time… waiting for my ORD to show me that looking forward to something for 2 years will actually lead you to disappointment. what will i do without all my friends there? Sommore as we all grow older all our forms of entertainment get more and more diff. Its tough being a lao(3) jiao(4) there loh… have to teach the newbies wad to do and all. Feel i’m just to ignorant about so many things and incapable comepared to the 26th batch. When they go i’m gonna be lost. Now with the 5 day working week we gonna have lotsa night training and then book out on friday as early as 2pm loh… so good life. as for work hours becoming extended to 6, it makes no diff… I work almost 24/6 already, wun understand wad the fuss is about.
church in 2 days =\ well, can meet up with yc then. Ppl keep hankering after what they cannot/will not/should not have.. Poor thing.. go UK already then her prospective bf stays here in sg.. then when she comes back he’ll go. then it’ll be about 6 years loh =|. wah lau.. sad thing. only 24 more days before she leaves.. Hope can settle everything before then.
Happy i can be back home in all this mess. I’m going to be “as is”… nothing going to change