Ahhh… crap. Rushed so bad i fergot my air mattre…
Ahhh… crap. Rushed so bad i fergot my air mattress. Spent the week on a stretcher each night, surprisingly comfortable! Well… never hope i’ll really use one actually. Week was slack.. just had hand grenade range on wed and threw 2 in a single day. Now how many ppl actually throw more than 1 grenade in their whole life? and i threw 2 in a day.. quite fortunate to have these kind of chances. There was 16 left over but no time to go and throw it so had to send it back. Hope i can throw more in future.. Its a cool feeling to have something in your hand that can instantly take away lives in a split second, even your own. Brings your mind to think of what you’re doing with your life and what would happen if it exploded in your hand without warning. I’d be on the news! okay.. maybe abit morbid. Wonder how ppl will remember me, and this earthly body would be such a terrible mess i’d have to be cremated. Well… if you really think about it, we handle so many instruments of death its abit numbing.
Well… today had games day and we won the whole thing. Really starts makeing me wonder whether it was all worth the endless training they make us do. Got free time then must disturb us do dunnoe wad rubbish training for games day. For goodness sake, its GAMES day.. not some even we die die must win.. oh well.. hand all aching. Will have to play for wf and ming yong’s wedding tomolo still. i think i’ve lost the magic. my music got no life or feeeling now. gotta get it bacckkk!!!! got about 14 more hours to do so. Well.. praying supposed to cause miracles.. haha.. but i never do expect one. i love the church and the sound inside it, cover so much of the bad sound. Tomolo the youth must look up and smile loh… they all sing like a bunch of sour grapes. heh.. ops.. i dun think that was too bad of me rite. And this wun be read until sometime after anyway so i guess its fine.
*went to bathe*