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Just came back from wedding dinner cum supper at jalan kayu. Think i’m reall really sleep deprived but still dowan to sleep yet. Feel so burdened again for a certain someone. I just hope this window perod with a chance to break out of the vicious cycle really makes a change in her life, and that the devil does not go to work again to destroy all things God has deemed natural and fitting in this world. =| well… thats more or less it for now. Nothing much else to say.

Above mentioned- take care man.. time to go back to church!

Mmmm… gummies are wonderful. Something to have on a book-into-camp-for-remedial-training-cos-of-your-weakling-recruits kind of day. Well, i’m getting out at 1730 anyway for wedding dinner then sleeping at home. i dun care… i’m going in tomolo, catch me if you can.

ppl, please meet my csm, Smeagol

I’m gonna be late… better rush off now

Wedding was nice. Very fast. Pretty funny. Ming yong reading his vows is quite funny… i think all ppl getting married shld memorise their vows, if not how to keep? and there was no pinching of the bride. Someone actually said the choir was good. I mean, they are better than alot of choirs but not good. Other than that.. good job everyone.. my magic did come back but ran out. ahha… those who know just keep quiet. hmm… me go out for some night cycling

Ahhh… crap. Rushed so bad i fergot my air mattress. Spent the week on a stretcher each night, surprisingly comfortable! Well… never hope i’ll really use one actually. Week was slack.. just had hand grenade range on wed and threw 2 in a single day. Now how many ppl actually throw more than 1 grenade in their whole life? and i threw 2 in a day.. quite fortunate to have these kind of chances. There was 16 left over but no time to go and throw it so had to send it back. Hope i can throw more in future.. Its a cool feeling to have something in your hand that can instantly take away lives in a split second, even your own. Brings your mind to think of what you’re doing with your life and what would happen if it exploded in your hand without warning. I’d be on the news! okay.. maybe abit morbid. Wonder how ppl will remember me, and this earthly body would be such a terrible mess i’d have to be cremated. Well… if you really think about it, we handle so many instruments of death its abit numbing.

Well… today had games day and we won the whole thing. Really starts makeing me wonder whether it was all worth the endless training they make us do. Got free time then must disturb us do dunnoe wad rubbish training for games day. For goodness sake, its GAMES day.. not some even we die die must win.. oh well.. hand all aching. Will have to play for wf and ming yong’s wedding tomolo still. i think i’ve lost the magic. my music got no life or feeeling now. gotta get it bacckkk!!!! got about 14 more hours to do so. Well.. praying supposed to cause miracles.. haha.. but i never do expect one. i love the church and the sound inside it, cover so much of the bad sound. Tomolo the youth must look up and smile loh… they all sing like a bunch of sour grapes. heh.. ops.. i dun think that was too bad of me rite. And this wun be read until sometime after anyway so i guess its fine.

*went to bathe*

Back from church, lotsa practise today. man.. my voice is horrible, my clarinet is horrible… so sian. Its just been too long since I did either of them. Arrrr… gek sim ah lidat. Anyway, went to the tan’s place to have tea and sent daniel off to his camp. Cannot imagine how come instructors dare to disturb these olde guys who are doctors… goodness, i think its ridiculous… haha.. they all make fools of themselves only. Sekali report sick that time give MO poke backside loh… my fren said it really din feel to good.

Well well, he shld be in by now. I also going in but at least mine flexible lah… last boat at 2330. good eh? Then can OST (own sweet time) do things. I’m finding my company specialists all getting closer and closer the more the csm scold. Its like… everyone becomes so helpful to tide over the bad mood times the 2ic has. Its as if they got pms loh… then we all suffer. haha… i still cannot fit in with the guys very much. but i do have 2 gd frenz there already so i can’t ask for any more. Thinking of bringing an air matress there to sleep… ahha… i think i will today. So comfortable loh. Well, life there is about level of comfort…

heh.. i feel high today. Been a sweet day… nothing bad has happened. it a sunday! how can anything bad happen?? sang and had so much fun.

gf – glad you enjoyed the shortbread

pk – keep him properly!

sl – i pay attention even when i play game loh.. hahaha.. if you tired you shld try.

dtl – heh… marikita! have a good week, ur boss gone already? hope so loh. wonder when mines gonna go. better start praying too

dt3 – i hope nothing goes wrong with us again. its seems fine this way

Oh my goodness, i’m actualy back here. and the whole interface has changed? thats a pretty long time to be out… anyway i’ve been pondering the reasons for a blog and wanted this to be a place where i can just put down wadever i want without any fear of being shot down. ahha.. and no, i promise myself not to gripe or mope about my life cos i’m sure there are people who have worse ones out there. Well, lotsa changes have taken place and i think i’ve come a long way… looking back at my entries, seems childish to meself now. Anyhow, the way i see it.. my life has been so eventful for the past year in ns. Nobody could ask for more. Thank God for all that has happened, good or bad. Sigh.. makes me nostalgic all over. Anyhow, speaking of the past, gonna meet my bslc buddy at 6. Nice guy with deep voice and big heart, actually got one more guy but he’s passing out from armour course today… so they have parade and what not… prob not coming. 3 of us used to eat noodles (chu qian yi ding) until 12am after lights out.. haha… talk crap and complain. Those were good days. aye, have to bathe and get ready to go out.. just assembled my chair from ikea haha… very comfortable. okay.. out