Uh…. hur, sunday morn. Chinese service just star…
Uh…. hur, sunday morn. Chinese service just started in BFC. Its 10am in the morn here. everyone’s either slept until now and just too sian to go out. Tomorrow is monday… i’m not flying but still dread it cos it brings me nearer to my 3rd sortie. GH3.
Eh, i’ve been thinking very hard about what i wanna do with my life leh. My fren keeps telling me to go cos i’ve already given up. And the truth is i think i already have. I dun talk about piloting the same way i do about teaching. I’m not as gian as the rest to pass… i asked some if they were kicked then had to reapply and all, go thru interview, medical…. they said yes… but i dun even care. I’d just go back to infantry and not bother. How? i still have to do my best… i also dunno how lah… wanna talk to someone. I want answers and direction. I’d just go home in the eve if i knew i dowan this. Then feel like i’m giving up something so many people cannot have. Wah lau…. sure got loads of ppl ask why why why… so sian. Go back cmpb also cannot face them already. How how how? I dunnoe lah…