Wah…………. today go for my second sortie. On…
Wah…………. today go for my second sortie. On the way up turn here turn there then experienced disorientation… its… weird. You feel… disorientated? haha… lame… but serious man, i din know wads going on or which way was up. Feeling went away after some time… but later it was more intense man, did some tight turns… feel like my face drooping down cos of the g force…and its not even very high yet. My instructor stall the engine give me see… then the plane started dropping like a rock… Body seized up and cannot breathe for as long as it was falling man. Face was probably contorted… corner of my eye can see the instructor sort of look at me (well… like “hmm… I think he cannot make it already”) just as i felt like i was gonna snap my back cos of that seizure feeling, he started the engine up and went in for a landing… Instructor started laughing after seeing my face man… then after that Some dope was taking his time to take off on that runway so just before hitting the ground, he had to pull up like siao… “nnnnngggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh—–ahhhhh………..” feeling fine aren’t we? haha.. went for a small circle wait for other plane to take off… then went in for landing. Well… after that head feels shaken… like that time i had the pillow fight in bmt got-hit-in-the-head-many-many-times-until-gong-already feeling. Well… you’ll have to try it to know… quite shiok but uh…. give me some time recover first then i’ll try it again.
Well… tomolo got interview board then got to answer questions “correctly” sigh…. i dun think i’ll make it thru… make it thru also still got medical. i’m destined to go sispec! argh… took out webbing helmet sun sun yesterday… don’t want it to have mouldy smell when i do put it on again. lalala… I sort of think its fun to be a garang soldier suddenly, but nevertheless, i still remember how jialat it is sometimes. i’ll not forget… The grass may look greener on the other side now (wait…. this side got no grass! haha…), but i know its not.